The last memory of my Filipino “souls” on Philippine Soil

My first shoes.  They still have dried Philippine soil on the bottom
My first shoes. They still have dried Philippine soil on the bottom

From my souls of my shoes are the remnants of old Philippine soil from when I had last set foot.

I was three and a half years old when I was last in the Philippines.  The old memory of confusion is blurred by flashes of a camera, the bright Eastern Sun blinding me, and the cement buildings and dirty streets where my footprints last print.  People challenge how I still remember that last day, but I describe it to my adoptive mother (my mom now), and she affirms every moment I reminiscence.

I recall those cement buildings standing tall against the sunlight.  I remember the streets and the fatigue from walking about with my foster parents at that time.

Tatay Pepeng, Ate Dagoy, Mama Nor and me.
Tatay Pepeng, Ate Dagoy, Mama Nor and me.

 

 

My last moment with them before my transitioning into a new family.  A permanent one promised by the Philippine government.   A new home.

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