It hurts. It still hurts thinking about how a complete stranger, my biological mother, has passed away. It was pretty recent. She passed away on April 23rd, 2013. They were right that there will be great change this year.
A few nights ago, my emotions had caught up with me. I uncontrollably was crying myself to sleep at night. It hurts that my [biological] mother had passed away right before my trip to the Philippines. It also hurts thinking of how people [in my hometown village] knew exactly who I was in the barrio because I look like my mother.
My adoptive mother thinks that my biological mother after passing away helped make this trip happen for me. [In a Universal “Law of Attraction” type of trigger]
It’s strange. I feel her presence even since I came home.
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